I can’t remember if I told you guys, but my boyfriend and I recently broke up on the eve of our anniversary. Needless to say, I haven’t been taking it too well. As a result, I’m trying this thing that I agree to everything I’m invited to. So far I’ve met a couple of really outstanding people, been to Aventura Mall a few times, been offered a job at a store where everyone is good-looking, witnessed the beach at night, watched the Superbowl, stayed out past midnight several nights on school nights, enjoyed my ring ceremony last night, and I might actually be getting a free ticket to Ultra. And I keep thinking, “This would have never happened if I were still with Gilbert because I would’ve called and invited him and acted like a proper, non-crazy human being and then we would’ve been home right on time and the whole thing would’ve been just darling.”

But with the good comes the bad and the truth is, I’ve been doing a lot of things that are terrible for my body and they’re taking their toll already. A close friend of mine suggested today that I start having a lot of sex instead and maybe he’s right. There are two major problems,though: finding a guy who doesn’t brag, is good in bed, and won’t want a relationship out of it is incredibly difficult to find, and I’m afraid that it will be me who starts having feelings for this hypothetical person and ruins it because I, like most other women, really enjoy relationships.

I hate to end this on such a pessimistic, cliff-like note, but that’s all I’ve got so far; there is no resolution yet, I don’t know how my life is going to turn out like. At the very least I have something to reference my biography on when I get older.

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